hi
Will anybody play a game with a beginner? I will take white. If you could also give me a short commentary on each of the moves after we are done, I would appreciate it much too.

thanks for your time

39. Qe1

39...e4

1.e4...c6
2.Nf3...e6
3.d3...d5
4.e5...h6
5.Bd2...Ne7
6.d4...Ng6
7.Bd3...Nh4
8.Nxh4...Qxh4
9.c3...Nd7
10. 0-0...g6
11.g3...Qd8
12.Be3...Bg7
13.Nd2...0-0
14.Qc1...Kh7
15.a4...a5
16.b3...Rh8
17.h4...Kg8
18.Bxh6...Bxh6
19.Qd1...Nf8
20.Nf3...Bd7
21.Nh2...Be8
22.Ng4...Bg7
23.Kg2...f5
24.exf6 e.p. ... Bxf6
25.Re1...Bf7
26.Qf3...Bg7
27.Rh1...b6
28.Rh3...Ra7
29.Rah1...Nd7
30.Qe3...Qe8
31.Ne5...Nxe5
32.dxe5...Qb8
33.Qg5...Qxe5
34.Qd8+...Bf8
35.Qxb6...Qc7
36.Qd4...e5
37.Qe3...c5
38.c4...Bh6
39. Qe1...e4

40. Be2

40...d4

41. cxd5 e.p.

Sorry but your last move is illegal. En passant applies when a pawn moves two squares on it's first turn. In the current position if you moved your f pawn to f4 I could take it on f3 with my e pawn. En passant must be deployed at the first opportunity.

well the en passant move makes me so miserable
thats why i chose my username, Μονο θλιψη = only despair, in greek

grrr, why does chess have to beat me up so hard before i learn even a tiny drop?

no one said chess was easy

41. Qa1. Well I didn't take an axe, destroy my chessboard, and burn up the shreds. thats an improvement.

I have never had to lose anything anywhere 1000 times, before learning stuff. Chess is so depressing for me I hope you can withstand my complaints, despite my badmouthing I am fairly determined to play chess well. Playing as well as Kasparov is obviously unreachable but I would at least like to be able to play it proficiently.